Heart break

You’d think it’d get easier. That painfully deep ache inside your heart. But it never does. No matter how many times you go through it. You find escape at work and in other things but with each long drive home You sink right back in. You wish desperately for it to go away. The relentless... Continue Reading →

Silence

Why are you so loud? Why do you feel so lonely in a room full of people? Why do I hear only you when I laugh? Why do I see only you in the faces that speak to me? Silence Where were you when my voice needed you most? Where were you late at night... Continue Reading →

Salt

Don’t look. I face forward as my heart screams begging for me to let it out. Each tear that escapes my eyes, reveals every feeling he ever made me feel. Don’t look. I face forward and feel the warmth of death in my chest. Each scar left on its wall, reminds me of all the... Continue Reading →

Sandman

Her ocean is vast and on its surface tiny men in tiny boats dream. They dream of green grass under stripper poles. They dream of scaling buildings, then jumping off with eyes closed, missing all the beauty they’ve passed by. They dream of only things their eyes can see and their hands can touch. Things... Continue Reading →

A Boy and A Girl

Water splashed as the girl flailed, desperately reaching for the boy. Grasping at the sides of his boat. Looking through the whites and blue the ocean gladly provided. Her vision blurred and black slowly crept in. A hard pull, the boy looking into her soul, she felt a sudden need to “breath” he says. Her... Continue Reading →

Draw Blanks

Let me drift. Drift into the subtle blues the skies offer me, Float into the gray rain ridden clouds, and fade into the dark meteor lit nights. Let me drift. Drift with the tumbleweeds across the dry heat in deserts, float with the dead wood engulfed in river, and fade into the white foam gifted... Continue Reading →

The Girl

Just lays there. While tears stream down her face. While her mind screams hoping the screams are loud enough. Hoping they’re so loud they burst out of the cage they’ve been locked in. She lays there. While her soul shrinks back into the walls they peered over. While her spirit wanders away forcing her body... Continue Reading →

Lost and Found

I somehow made it back. I checked into all the places I may have dropped myself. I called up every 1-800 number. I taped descriptions of myself on every corner, hoping someone would recognize me. Hoping someone would know the carefree, smart, and personable spirit I left behind. Hoping a single detail would ring a... Continue Reading →

Red, Red, Wine…

I lie in this queen bed for two and stare at the other side... It’s been empty for so long. I slide my hand across the mattress and feel the temperature switch from warm to cold... I stare into the darkness. I stretch out but, still, it feels, as if there’s not quite enough space.... Continue Reading →

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