I Choose Me.

I want to get on here and write about all the feelings I have inside. I want to write about love and how much I’m in it. I want to say that sometimes you stick it out and a bunch of other crap. But I can’t because that’s not how I feel anymore. I go... Continue Reading →

This Ones For Me.

It’s hard. You’ve had close to three years to know if you see anything more with me. Three years to try and live life with me. Three years and multiple in and outs. And still, after all that we’ve packed in that time, you don’t know. You don’t see me. It’s hard. I was afraid... Continue Reading →

This Ones For You

I see us in the future. I see us having fun and being silly with each other. Playing pranks on you, saying or doing ridiculous things and getting a puzzled look in response. I see us being the favorite couple at the bar. The funnest couple at every event. The couple that doesn’t do things... Continue Reading →

Draw Blanks

Let me drift. Drift into the subtle blues the skies offer me, Float into the gray rain ridden clouds, and fade into the dark meteor lit nights. Let me drift. Drift with the tumbleweeds across the dry heat in deserts, float with the dead wood engulfed in river, and fade into the white foam gifted... Continue Reading →

The Girl

Just lays there. While tears stream down her face. While her mind screams hoping the screams are loud enough. Hoping they’re so loud they burst out of the cage they’ve been locked in. She lays there. While her soul shrinks back into the walls they peered over. While her spirit wanders away forcing her body... Continue Reading →

Lost and Found

I somehow made it back. I checked into all the places I may have dropped myself. I called up every 1-800 number. I taped descriptions of myself on every corner, hoping someone would recognize me. Hoping someone would know the carefree, smart, and personable spirit I left behind. Hoping a single detail would ring a... Continue Reading →

Red, Red, Wine…

I lie in this queen bed for two and stare at the other side... It’s been empty for so long. I slide my hand across the mattress and feel the temperature switch from warm to cold... I stare into the darkness. I stretch out but, still, it feels, as if there’s not quite enough space.... Continue Reading →

To Be Vulnerable…

is to embrace the alone that floods in after the heart spills out. To be vulnerable, is to find peace in every blood soaked, pain ridden needle, as you sew yourself back up. To be vulnerable, is to assist the hand that stabs you, as you twist with them on the way out. To be... Continue Reading →

Reboot

Turn off, heart. Allow someone the chance to repair those old wounds. Let someone in. Let them sit inside of you and feel all that you feel. Let them feel for you. Rest, heart. It’s not a battlefield, you’re not at war, let your guard down. Let others freely feel the welcome you provide. Let... Continue Reading →

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