To My First

You were the first guy I’d ever been alone with, My first hand to hold, and my first date. You were my first boyfriend, my first sleepover, and my first kiss. You were my first break up, my first fight, and my first hurt. You were my first love, my first everything. I learned all... Continue Reading →


I can’t tell you how many times I laid in bed with tears escaping through tightly closed eyelids. I can’t tell you how many times I reached out for you in the mysterious black hole in my mind. I can’t tell you how many times I desperately tried to see your face instead of the... Continue Reading →


Do you know what it feels like to be in a room but hear nothing and see nothing? You know when you’re there but not really there. When you smile and laugh but nothings really happening inside. Do you know how it feels to float among the souls passing by... empty and broken? You know... Continue Reading →


Miss me When you feel my touch, brush gently past you with the wind. When you hear my voice, fall to the ground with the leaves. When you see my face, give life to the earth with the sun. When you breath my soft scent in with the crisp winter air. Miss me When you... Continue Reading →


I close my eyes and slip into darkness. Arms spread wide, I fall, welcoming the cold splash on my back. Slowly my body is engulfed by waters comforting grip. The stars begin to fade as I sink deeper, watching as memories pass me by on the way down. I interact with some, laughing as I... Continue Reading →


Our life a book, separated by page numbers and chapters. Some unopened, some stuck on one page, engulfed by one chapter. Some pages more worn than others, some covers only looked at and set back down. Vulnerable hearts bearing their soul to the world outside their misunderstood minds.  Gentle hands keeping us in safe places.... Continue Reading →


It’s a wonderful thing, isn’t it? It’s a time in our lives when all things seem to lose control. It’s scary, exciting, and different. What some people don’t tell you, is it’s lonely. It’s lonely because it’s not always something everyone can understand.  I know, I’m there. I’m in it. I packed one bag and... Continue Reading →


I remember the first time I knew I needed to let you go. It was in that moment I felt myself start to detach. It was then I knew nothing would actually work out. I had little to zero attachment to the words you sent me way. I realized there was no end to this... Continue Reading →

A Night With No Stars

I thank you not because you blossomed new flowers within, I did that myself. I thank you not because you did something great for me in a time no one else could, I did that myself. I thank you because you taught me a valuable lesson.  I’ve walked through fire on hot coals and I... Continue Reading →

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